If you've read my past messages, you might recall that I have contemplated and struggled with many philosophical and socio-political matterswhich I still do not wish to discuss in much detailfor years. I have also contemplated writing a literary novel on such themes for almost as many years. I had several false starts. I believed that I was not yet ready to get to work on such a huge project.
I hope that I will be ready soon. I already began fleshing out elements in a binder containing a manifesto, or a document designed to keep track of how a work of fiction develops. When will I be ready? I certainly can't pay much attention to any serious prose work until well after I complete the training, final examination and all. Otherwise I hope to be ready soon, even if I start slowly.
If I indeed do start in the near future, it would certainly mean that I would be quite a bit less active online. That includes the possibility of letting go of an online forum once again. I don't imagine myself leaving DeviantArt again anytime soon, as I do hope to gain encouragement as I train my skills for illustration. I also don't expect to leave Imvu again anytime soon, as there are many people on there who want my presence. Even if I am given a full-time job, I hope to be able to take time to build something serious, intense, thought-provoking, and ultimately beautiful and hopeful. I did say that I would get into a project to renew my basic drawing skills in view of drawing comicsthat might come at a later point after I settle into daily life with a new job and possibly cut more time from other pursuits.
I pondered whether to share anything about the project. After a fair bit of thought, I decided that I don't feel ready to share much. I would rather just work quietly on it when the time comes. I will say one thing before anyone asks. No, it does not involve any of the original characters you've seen thus farI have different characters in mind that I may or may not draw and post online later.
If you pray, pray that I may be given the wisdom in regards so such a huge, time-consuming, and possibly emotionally draining project. If not, I just ask that you wish me luck. Again, I don't know when I will start, but I hope to start in the near future.














